Sorry I haven't posted in a while. A long time actually. But I am back and more determined then ever.
Play with your food, after each bite, look at every piece, think of what all of it will cling to your body holding you back from perfection. Never let anything touch your lips, crossing the line to purity. Never admit defeat, I do not need food like most, I don't need what you need. Always leave half your late.Show yourself that your better then that. Touch your bones, feel and love them. Touch your fat, don't cave. You know it shows, everyone see's you jiggle, everyone hates your body even more then you do. Think thin <3
I know this is harsh, but it helps me, keep running, do at least 200crunches, and keep your eye on the prise.
ok, I did NOT make myself clear, this is my mind and my heart at war. the pargraph is my mind saying im fat and have to do thoes things, my heart is telling me im better, I am perfect the way I am, running and 200 crunches is all i need, not to starve, I am sooo sorry I didn't type this out first. can I be foregiven? But, no I am not telling anyone to listen to my "tips" my prieze is recovery, and reaching my goal the healthy way. I have been in recovery homes before, I don't want to go back in.
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